Different seasons of life found different activities and toys, according to the children’s needs at various ages. And, yes, a full life meant there were more messes to steward, more work to be done. But a life-giving home did indeed nurture a life of wonder, exploration, and discovery.

In the long run, I found it to be a worthy commitment. David danced before the Lord with all of his might, and I have often had that thought in my mind of wanting to dance before God with all of my might as I filled my home with His reality through many dimensions (see 2 Samuel 6:14).

Were there conflict, challenge, weariness, discouragement at times? Yes, of course. I was a warrior fighting to bring light into a dark world. I had few support systems and fewer encouragers who believed in what I was doing.

Yet one more quiet time, one more reflection on our ideals, and it would take me through another day, another year. And truly, the seed was growing deep roots that eventually manifested fruit.

Read more about this in Awaking Wonder.